So, I haven’t had me time in a long while - esp because my libido is stunted - but tonight I let myself feel myself thinking “why not?”
My partner lays asleep next to me, but I don’t feel guilty. I needed it. She can make me feel just as magical, but sometimes you need to be with yourself, to feel your own skin and try to love it.
I got a tattoo two years ago that I still don’t fully believe in. It says “I am enough”. Yes, it’s cheesy, but it’s something I’m constantly working to believe. I would like to say tonight I feel it with this moment I had with myself, but I don’t. That’s okay with me. It’s a process.
I don’t know why I’m putting this on the internet for strangers to read, but for some reason I am.
